Looooove is in the air...

While I was sitting in our balcony with a beautiful city view, I felt LOVE. I realized that all this traveling for last year has given me so much love. Love that I´m writting about in the begining of my blog. Love, that has coloured my life in green, orange-yellow, which I always loved and purple, which I started to adore in last year. But most of all, combination with all of them. I love colours. I love people. They have given real meaning to my travels. The have teached me about simplicity, honesty. They gave me what is the most important in our lives. Love.

...for hundred times, I have read what I just wrote above, but I still don´t know if I have written as deep as I feel. I´m sorry, but I can´t more deep and I do feel it. You should have felt this. But u can´t. You have your own colours. Your own people that turns your life as they do...

You two gave me love and in last 2 years endless understanding and support. From you, I have learned about sincerity. U have teached  me all about sincerity. You all about how to enjoy the life. To taste it. To learn. You let me know that I´m pretty. You told me about that book. From you two, I have by age of 24, learned what is the true meaning of a friend. This is a person who respect you unconditionally. Someone who give you an advice, but respect your decisions, altough it´s not the smartest thing in that moment. Becouse they know u have to found it out by your own. Till then, they offer you a shoulder.  You are my spiritual friend. You are diving and taking breath the same time as I do. You are my brother that I never had. But now I do. You two acept us as a family. You gave me flower. You coocked me a soup when I needed it the most. You came at the same time as me and again there is someone who is teaching me how lifeshould be simple. You offered me the suniest living room and u gave me warm wellcome feeling. You are close to me, becouse u understand that photography is my passion and I like to take time for it. We can travel together without words and we understand eachother. And the last but not the least. You. You have opened me even more.

Do you find yourself? :)

Thank you for being calm lake, adrenalin, parfume, estetic minimalism, red cross as a help, relaxing tea, playing with waves and ...chocolate cake...
Love. I´m very thankfull that you have designed me into a beautifull sculpture. :)



Ljubezen je v zraku...

Ko sem takole sedela na balkonu našega stanovanja sem se zavedla, da so mi potovanja v preteklem letu in pol, dala toliko ljubezni. Ljubezni o kateri sem pisala v uvodu tega bloga. Tisti ljubezni, katera je obarvala moj svet v zeleno, oražno- rumeno, ki sem jo imela zmeraj rada in vijolično, ki se mi je v zadnjem času pravtako prikupila. Najraje pa kombinacija vseh treh. Ljubim barve :)
Ljubim ljudi. In ti so dali mojim potovanjem pravi  pomen, spomin, nasmeh, cvetlico, lepoto, srečo. So me zapolnili. Me inspirirali. Me naučili. O sebi, o svetu, o globljem pomenu, o preprostosti in o iskrenosti.
Dali so mi tisto, kar je v življenju najbolj pomembno. Ljubezni. Bližine. Topline in Razumevanja.

... stokrat sem že prebrala zgornje besede pa se mi še vedno ne zdi, da sem povedla točno tako globoko kot čutim. Oprostite, vendar ne znam globlje. Ne znam bolj živo. Morali bi videti. In čutiti. Pa ne gre. Vi ste spoznali svoje barve. Svoje ljudi, ki vrtijo vaša življenja tako jih...

Vidva sta mi dala ljubezni in predvsem v zadnjih 2 letih neskončno mero razumevanja in podpore. Od tebe sem se šele sedaj naučila kaj pomeni iskrenost. Ti, si me naučil, da je treba življenje uživat in zajemat z veliko žlico. Ga okusit in se zmeraj učit. Dal si mi vedet da sem lepa. Ti si mi povedal za knjigo. Od vaju in predvsem od vaju babiki moji, sem pri 24ih ugotovila kaj pravzaprav pomeni prijatelj. To je oseba, ki ti brezpogojno sprejme takšnega kot si. Ti svetuje, a hkrati spoštuje tvoje odločitve in pri tem tiho in modro molči, ko se odločiš drugače, ker ve, da boš prišel do pravih odločitev, ko boš čas zanje. Ko boš sam to spoznal. Do takrat, pa ti bo brezpogojno držal razprte roke, čakajoč na tolažbo. Ti, ti si moj duhovni prijatelj. Se potapljaš in dihaš istočasno kot jaz. Si moj brat, ki ga nimam. Ampak ga zdaj imam. Vidva sta me / nas sprejela medse. Kot družino. Vi ste mi dala rožo. Ti si mi skuhala juhico, ko sem jo najbolj potrebovala. Ti, si prišel istočasno kot jaz in spet me nekdo uči o življenjskem minimalizmu. Ti, si mi ponudila najbolj sončno dnevno sobo in mamino toplino tukaj. Ti, si mi blizu, ker me razumeš, da je fotografija užitek, kateri rada posvetim čas. Skupaj lahko potujeva brez besed in je krasno. In nenazadnje ti, ki si do konca odprl blokado in ki me še bolj spodbujaš v spontanosti.

Se najdete? :)

Hvala, da ste mirno jezero, adrenalinski prosti pad, dišava, estetski minimalizem, rdeči križ kot pomoč, pomirjajoč čaj, igranje z valovi, tortica ...
Ljubezen. Neizmerno sem vam hvaležna, da ste me takole izvrstno izoblikovali v tako lepo skulpturico :)


Poljubčki :)